Jackross-V

I know I haven't been on here a whole lot, basically at all, and I wanted to apologize. I've already been apologizing for everything else in my life, why not this part too. The online scene rewards consistency, being able to be insanely productive: I've never been that kinda person, not even when I didn't have my whole being crumbling down on me; I've always been aware of this and have never wanted to be famous nor thought I had the cards to become someone. I was here simply to share whatever I created 'cause it made me happy. Yet I'm sorry, 'cause the sketches I have right now aren't even worth sharing for that purpose. And I can't do any better. Every time I try, four new problems add themselves to the pile and I'm tired, too tired. Not just mentally, physically too: I can't sleep, I eat almost nothing at all, I stare at my computer wanting to do something, anything at all, yet being unable to. As long as my problems were of the mental nature I knew what to do to try and at least